niCksters

4.8.06

7:57 PM

~hOme~

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........................

In exactly six days, it will mark our 6th month in good oLd Adeliade...
Its been a lifE changing experience.. and yet there is so much more ahead.. Ive learnt so much. Made new friendships.. Had some of of the gloomiest days.. Some of the most unforgettable memories..
In this journey... Ive only come to realise so so many things..
Among them, is the stark reality of how much i miss HOME....

I miss my accountability leader so SO SO much... yOu have no idEa..
I miss thE onE and onLy SALLY gaNg...
I misss my auntY raT's indiAn fOodd...
I miss my uncLes lOving..
I miss my grannyss jOkess..
I misss my dEsperate coUsin ;) ;)
I miss my kukumalUu and Dr hOuse partnEr!!!
I misss my CSI partner.....
I misss oUr SERIOUS GIRLY slEepovErsss...
I miss my ChindiaN dancE partnEr!!!!!!!!! ; )
I miss pEacehaVen....
I misss my best friEnd...the onE with the CACAT ****** ; ) ; )
I miss my sinUs...stoMach probLem emo friEnd....
I miss the oracLe emO hang Outss...
I missss our indian stuDy grOupp....!!!!!!!
I miss my BANGSAR PASAR MALAM SHOPPING aunTy..
I miss my TATA baLan...
I miss my Cg girLss...
I misss my sunday mOrning dreSs up partnersss!!
I miss my walking partnErs....
I misss bEing part of the COOLEST worship tEam : ) : )
I miss the spicy chicken rice.....
I missss dirty mamak sessiOnsss..
I misss my oh so friEndly nEighbOur-mr oLd chiNese man...
I misss the ps2 aftErnOonnss...
I misss Malaysia's WHACKKIEESSTT....GOd CRAZZZYYYIEESSTT...COOOLER than COOl youTh GrOup....

I missss............ HOME ........

I miss home soo much.... There isn't a day that goes by without me thinking of home... THe constant comparison of our change..
The frequent question asked in between tears....

WHY GOD???? WHY???

The repeated encouragement...

God gives us grace when change comes along.
He strengthens us and equips us and helps us through. He will never throw us into the deep end just to see us drown. He may throw us in but gives us always the tools to survive.

Im holding on to Your promise God... Im holding on really tight.
I believe with all my heart You'll come through for us...

sigh.....

niCcima